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It has been that long.
HOLY SHIT. Welp. Uhm... if there's anyone who really follows this?
I have a scanner :3
New arts will (hopefully) be coming soon. I hasn't had THAT much time to do anything REALLY productive to my art-stuffs, due to shitty job hourlies D:
Uhm, School soon... probably XD
Sud Sec, is fucking HUGE dood.
Like, maybe a floor shorter than Cameron, but fucking HUUUUUUUUGE
I probably will never go there high. I got high the first day I got here and went with my sister.
And stood infront of it going "IT'S TOO BIG, WHERE'S ALL THE SPACE COMING FROM FTWBBQ"
Sooo. NO. especially not the winter. T'is bad news bears, I tells ya.
Uhm - Scribbles's long gone now. Loveles for her, whereever she be. There's a possibilty that she COULD? MAYBE? be still alive out there. Cyoties and bears exist in the boonies of SSM though :/

We has 4 cats, 2 dogs, and LOTS of fish.
Michelle has a camera. PROBABLY gonna get back into the picture taking swing of things. If I don't get one for christmas, I'll save up monehz and buy one meself D:
Much as I'd rather it kinda just..
Bought for teh birfday or something.
Mind you, I've told EVERYONE to just pitch in for a T.M of Jack Daniels

I would die.
Happily
Fuck photography, I have ALWAYS wanted a texas mickey of SOMETHING.
Jack Daniels is just new love.
JD AND ENERGY DRIIIINKS
Made of love.


Errrrer? Might be posting some more picnik'd shit XD
That damn app. is just TOO easy! :3

Back from the grave much.
I have a tendancy to not look at my computer very much anymore :3
Hawhaw. So, my art;
It's turning out less like art, and more like lines on a paper.
Distressing, a little. A couple people still think I'm just crazy. But lemme ask you something!
If you sit in front of an art work long enough, does it all fall apart?
SHould that happen? I was previously pleased with my skills. Now everything i draw just really.. bothers me. There's no.. Emotion. A lack of colour and movement
There's just NO more feelign behind a lot of what I do.
Weed's PROBABLY the main motivator on my lack of motivation.
But I don't even smoke THAT much anymore;
Where did I fall off the tracks? Life should be happier, and yet, I just get mad and frustrated.
I'm reminded how much I lack motivation by others too, so it's not just my motivation.
Words don't explain anymore.

If I could describe the way I feel, I'd give the example of tea cup, with no one watching where they're pouring..
Messy, so much spilled everywhere other than the cup. But still filling.
I'm filling to the brim.
I don't want to overflow. I think this would be.. more along the lines of an emotional breakdown.
Relax. Breathe. Life's not that hard.
Just remember what you wanted when you first started living for yourself.
It's not that easy.

So a noffer update!
Less and less ACTUAL art updates, becos I have my own place nao, and it lacks a scanner
NO MOAR HOMELESS SHELTER
Hahaha
HAHAHA
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHDasjdfas'fg
sfj

/....
Anyways :3
Still deeply in luff with my slash pairings, I do have a LOT of drawings I'd like to scan. I just don't get to becos Jesus hates me :\
Fuck you Jesus
Fuck you right in the ASS
:3
BUT LUFFLES TO ALL YOU COOL PEOPLES <3

WOAAAAAAAAAH
WHAT THE EFF-BAWM IS THIS?

An update!
So!!
At Pauline's Place (Homeless shelter) currently XD
We don't have a computar, so I won't get to update a whole lot.
BUT! All this week, I'm at work, with a computer, so I can :3
So if you has summink to say, say it now!

Anywhos. I is likes someone. Wiff pretty blue eyes :3
But I don't kiss and tell, so no names are to be mentions (THAT MEANS YOU, DAVEED)

I work with the little youngins.
A bunch of 10 year olds.
Me, who hates the babies.
How do I does it, you ask?
SIMPLE!

They're ALL NERDS XD
So I can sit here and giggle like a MAD MAN, cos they're like *GAME GAME GAME PWNZ LAWL*
And I'm like *.... XD*

PWAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Drama = no fun
And luff is the name of a Code Geass character >__>
MOAR LLYOD PLOX :3

So, court's in.. 6 days now?
It's super lame, in a way. But in ANOTHER way, I really am not even bothered by it. Like, I think it'll sink in the DAY I have to go.
As well, I'm being kicked outta mah house, and Pauline's Place is full up.
SO! Any of my Soo friends want to be SUPER cool and let me crash there till I get my own appartment, reply to this, eh?
XD
I'm not HONESTLY thinking someone will actually say 'ME ME ME'. It'd be MUCHO appriciated though :3

In other news, dog food much taste fucking AWEFUL. Cos my dog will eat ANYTHING but dog food. Even the cat shit.
Groddy.